old.
Old. (post inspired by a recent conversation with a friend)
This word makes my heart pound. Its like a river of stupidness, giddiness and even anger that rushes through me.
Being older. Old times. Old favourites. Old behaviour.
Relatives getting old. Cute kids getting old. Punky brother getting old.
Old groups. Old passtimes. Old inspirations. Old aspirations.
The list obviously goes on and on. I don't even know why I am typing here anymore. I don't tell anyone to visit this and I haven't updated for a few years. But I guess I'm just bored and I can get a little ranting done here without feeling a bit girly by writing it on paper.
Heh.. I'm older now. I'm 22 and I'm just kinda running on a treadmill. Not really getting anywhere but not really caring. I play basketball maybe 3, 4 times a week. played AFC a few years back in the Timothy division. came in first and got our trophies!! we have so many trophies at the church ahhaha we should get a trophy rack!! but anyway, Not very good at ball or anything but it beats running outside. I dont know. I never understood what was so good about running outside. Its so boring ahahha..
but at least in bball you can run after a ball and jump and stuff with more people.
Right now still at utsc. Last year coming up. By then I'll be 23 and starting my REAL LIFE. whoa hold up.
Hmm that doesn't sound very appealing at all. Esspecially from what I've been hearing and seeing. I wonder what God has in store for me. Try not to think about it too much, but I never know when i REALLY want to know my future, or when i really am better off not knowing.
meh. I play my sports and im content.
playing ccsa softball again after the one year ditch. chris doesnt like ccsa much. hes my pastor. he has been ever since i was the punky kid in the family. just chatting with a friend yesterday about all sorts of things. Rev. Chris has really been a blessing to my church and especially to me. I never tell him this because it is a sign of weakness and he will make fun of me. But without him guiding me in Christ, I'd prolly be living a very different life at this point.
Anyway CCSA is fun!! I am too much of a competitive person. Played on our hcefc SAINTS!! for junior ccsa and one year of senior. Also played for DELIVERENCE!! one summer haha..
now i am playing on stupid jons church team. and he doesnt even play on it. but then heiky and nathan aas well as joyce are playing so its all good. dont really know the people yet but hopefully will be well aquainted sometime. oh the church is MCBC Kerygma!!
I've been listening to lots of oldies lately. Makes me smile in real. I am smiling now listening to lauren hill. Cant believe i traded it to heiky for the nelly cd. what was i thinking, GOD!!
its ok air force onessss! Listening to oldies makes me feel like im at the movies, in a different world.
maybe thats why i got hooked to this warcraft game for so long. It takes me from reality and into a different place. Thats why i also love movies. These old audio tracks brings me back to a different time, a different situation, a different mindset and a different person. Is it that I like escaping reality?.
Church. Yeap. Still going strong. Been going since 1990 hahahah.. 16 years. and been baptized for almost 5 years now woo hoo! good times. Oh dear thats most of my life. And I can still say that My life would not be the same without it, and God paving the path which I walk on. I haven't always been walking on the path, but I somehow always find my way back to that narrow road. My friends and family is the explanation for that as well as the almighty magnet that I call God.
I remember back when we first did S.A.L.T at church ahahah. We'd go to church on sundays at like 6 something 7 ahhaha. and chris made us all write sermons and speak it. Was a great experience. I was one of the first fellowship captains!! hahaha mad funny. I hope I can be used to revamp this young adult fellowship at church. Been kinda hanging around the high school fellowship the past few years being a concellor. I still have so much in the tank. I just pray that I can be used fully to my potential. Decided to go to urbana at the end of this year!! was an easy decision . Hope enough of us go.. come on people!! oh yah. hits me again that no one reads this. zing!
and TC!! how can i forget. Tc media 2002, Tc Rec 2004, 2006!
so much to say. but very tired from work. soo..tbc
love this stuff. love serving. love God.
back in the game!! gona end this now. word.
till we meet again.
This word makes my heart pound. Its like a river of stupidness, giddiness and even anger that rushes through me.
Being older. Old times. Old favourites. Old behaviour.
Relatives getting old. Cute kids getting old. Punky brother getting old.
Old groups. Old passtimes. Old inspirations. Old aspirations.
The list obviously goes on and on. I don't even know why I am typing here anymore. I don't tell anyone to visit this and I haven't updated for a few years. But I guess I'm just bored and I can get a little ranting done here without feeling a bit girly by writing it on paper.
Heh.. I'm older now. I'm 22 and I'm just kinda running on a treadmill. Not really getting anywhere but not really caring. I play basketball maybe 3, 4 times a week. played AFC a few years back in the Timothy division. came in first and got our trophies!! we have so many trophies at the church ahhaha we should get a trophy rack!! but anyway, Not very good at ball or anything but it beats running outside. I dont know. I never understood what was so good about running outside. Its so boring ahahha..
but at least in bball you can run after a ball and jump and stuff with more people.
Right now still at utsc. Last year coming up. By then I'll be 23 and starting my REAL LIFE. whoa hold up.
Hmm that doesn't sound very appealing at all. Esspecially from what I've been hearing and seeing. I wonder what God has in store for me. Try not to think about it too much, but I never know when i REALLY want to know my future, or when i really am better off not knowing.
meh. I play my sports and im content.
playing ccsa softball again after the one year ditch. chris doesnt like ccsa much. hes my pastor. he has been ever since i was the punky kid in the family. just chatting with a friend yesterday about all sorts of things. Rev. Chris has really been a blessing to my church and especially to me. I never tell him this because it is a sign of weakness and he will make fun of me. But without him guiding me in Christ, I'd prolly be living a very different life at this point.
Anyway CCSA is fun!! I am too much of a competitive person. Played on our hcefc SAINTS!! for junior ccsa and one year of senior. Also played for DELIVERENCE!! one summer haha..
now i am playing on stupid jons church team. and he doesnt even play on it. but then heiky and nathan aas well as joyce are playing so its all good. dont really know the people yet but hopefully will be well aquainted sometime. oh the church is MCBC Kerygma!!
I've been listening to lots of oldies lately. Makes me smile in real. I am smiling now listening to lauren hill. Cant believe i traded it to heiky for the nelly cd. what was i thinking, GOD!!
its ok air force onessss! Listening to oldies makes me feel like im at the movies, in a different world.
maybe thats why i got hooked to this warcraft game for so long. It takes me from reality and into a different place. Thats why i also love movies. These old audio tracks brings me back to a different time, a different situation, a different mindset and a different person. Is it that I like escaping reality?.
Church. Yeap. Still going strong. Been going since 1990 hahahah.. 16 years. and been baptized for almost 5 years now woo hoo! good times. Oh dear thats most of my life. And I can still say that My life would not be the same without it, and God paving the path which I walk on. I haven't always been walking on the path, but I somehow always find my way back to that narrow road. My friends and family is the explanation for that as well as the almighty magnet that I call God.
I remember back when we first did S.A.L.T at church ahahah. We'd go to church on sundays at like 6 something 7 ahhaha. and chris made us all write sermons and speak it. Was a great experience. I was one of the first fellowship captains!! hahaha mad funny. I hope I can be used to revamp this young adult fellowship at church. Been kinda hanging around the high school fellowship the past few years being a concellor. I still have so much in the tank. I just pray that I can be used fully to my potential. Decided to go to urbana at the end of this year!! was an easy decision . Hope enough of us go.. come on people!! oh yah. hits me again that no one reads this. zing!
and TC!! how can i forget. Tc media 2002, Tc Rec 2004, 2006!
so much to say. but very tired from work. soo..tbc
love this stuff. love serving. love God.
back in the game!! gona end this now. word.
till we meet again.
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